Sunday, October 17, 2004

Captive on the Carousel of Time

New opportunities are coming into view which I am very excited about!! I think that I have set the wheel in motion, that I am starting to see the potential of what can actually be for a great career and money making venture!! The key right now is not to to stop the motion, as in so many instances I have done just that, where I have seen the possibilities of certain things, but then have sat back and have done nothing. Which of course led me to nothing.

But I see this as something completely different than anything I have ever done, and I see that it is possible! And now with MC sparking an interest in this new adventure as well, I think that it will be even better with her help too!! I know I am being vague, about just "what" it is I am preparing to do, however, I don't want to give the "farm" away just yet, if ya know what I mean.

The interesting thing about this whole new "venture" is that this time last year, is when I started to question what I am supposed to be doing...and that I wasn't happy at where I was with work...and what my future held for me. This feeling I had, had nothing to do with my personal self, as my "home" is in good working order with Satan and the "kids", it was more me and what my soul needed out of life.

So, in looking through all my journals of last year, I do see that it was about this time last year I started my soul search. I didn't know what it was, but I knew I needed to change in order for me to feel happy and worthwhile. Now, I see the searching is starting to pay off sort of speaking, and if I don't get with the things that are starting to come my way, I will be back to where I was, which was frustrated and wandering what could have been. And the funny thing is, if I look back at to the very beginning of starting this blog, it was just that too that I was looking for, was an answer to what it is I am supposed to do with my life. Someone is listening...or something is listening.... the universe works in mysterious ways.......

11 comments:

mangey cur said...

Hehe...so very mysterious Vampy..just the way I like you.

Elizabeth said...

Ugh. I so need some direction on what I should be doing!

Pisser said...

Sometimes I just wish a big finger would come down and flick us in the right direction ;)

Preferably not THE finger...

Smiley said...

I would so just get The Finger.

Killy said...

Smiley, I think I already have!

Vampy, I wish you luck with whatever your mysterious endeavor is :)

Jennifer said...

Ahh... very inspiring words!! Glad things are coming together.

I tend to think that from time to time, then things go away, then they come back. I'm starting to see just how POWERFUL thoughts are.... and the universe. :)

nongirlfriend said...

INSPIRATIONAL! Thanks...I needed this entry. I am where you were at last year. It worked out for you...let's hope I can say the same next year!

Killy said...

p.s. Help! Help! I'm captive on the carousel of time! Get me off of this thing! I'm afraid of heights... and carnival rides make me kinda woooooozy...

Elizabeth said...

Where de fuck you at?

I'm calling EB tonight for present opening. Am I sick or what?

miss macy said...

ooooo....i'll keep my fingers crossed for you, whatever this new venture is!!

SJ said...

Venture forth, oh, Vampy. We all can't wait to share in more good news from you.