So I am finally going to get my esthetics license. How long has it taken me to figure out what I want to do when I grow up. I went to talk to a school today and will probably enroll in the next couple of weeks. As they do parttime classes which would work for me, as I still have to work full time to pay for it. But it will nice to finally be free of a "boss" and have just me to deal with. Although, dealing with myself can be quite trying sometimes.
I find that I obsess about getting older, and to think that I am looking down the road at the big 4...0 in the next couple of years has me wondering what there is to my life, and what have I done with it that I have been happy with. I remember when I turned 30 I just obsessed that I was 30, but now that 40 is on it's way I am looking back to see what I have done with my life and where do I want to go with it??
So this will be an adventure in finding out what I am all about I guess, as that vampire didn't come along at 25 to give me eternal youth, that I was really hoping on, but now I will have to find it on my own. I think I am on a quest for eternal youth and eternal happiness. It has to be out there.....And I will find it DAMN IT!!