Young Lust

Young Lust
you feel it in the summertime blues
oh easy when there's nothin' to lose
and baby you been missin' out
Young Lust
Sometimes you need it so bad
it's enough to drive a young girl mad
so what you gonna do about it
____Steven Tyler____

I hit my forehead on the shelf above the garbage can. I now have a lump inbetween my wrinkles on my forehead. It feels rather funny. You know how those cromagnon men have their foreheads...That is how mine feels at the moment...And I did this about 6 hours ago....Does that mean I could have a concussion, and shouldn't fall asleep for 24 hours....

Well what the impact did besides jiggle my already deteriorating brain, it also got me thinking about my younger years...Before the wrinkles had appeared...Back when Mangey and I roamed the clubs all around the streets of San Francisco...I also think Mangey's latest blog, re: her warrior body reminded me also of those times.......

so here is one story of many.about my first love (turned out to be lust) and how I became a vampyre. My first lust was a glam boy in a glam band that played all the clubs...He was hot, young thin, legs for days, not to mention wild long blonde hair.....Anyways, I always fell for lead guitarists, Mangey was the lead singer kind, but there is something about a boy and a guitar...Back then I had big hair, big 80's teased to the rafters black hair...I was always front row for the glam boys shows, always making sure everyone knew he was mine.......Or was he......???????

Yes, he was a two timing fuck head,,,however I knew I would win in the end, he had a girlfriend, before me, however I found out at one of his shows. He forgot to realize that we were both going to be at this one show, he usually kept girlfriend at home when I was around.......So you see at this show he was having to do some pretty fast bimbo swapping so we wouldn't run into each other..And I was wondering why he was being so vague this particular evening. Well we said our goodbyes after the show was over, however he did not know that Mangey always drove back past the club before we left completely......Silly boy.....And as we are doing our driveby, what do I see.....But glam boy coming out of club with girlfriend in toe....And I had seen her earlier that evening...However I hadn't put two and two together.....Until now........So I am pissed...Livid...Fuming...Black mail thoughts running through my mind...Screaming for Vengeance(thanks Judas Priest) I was...And I was going to get it.....Even though this was prevampy days, you still don't want to cross a vampyre as payback is a bitch, when that bitch is me........

So she obviously didn't know about me, and instead of getting rid of him,(which I should have done) I wanted to get rid of her...And I did.....I started calling his house..When I knew he wasn't going to be there, and started leaving messages the kind you hope someone is listening too., she was. I would send him things in the mail, knowing she would see them..And oh yes she did.....So the fights started between them...heh heh heh..... And I finally got it out of him...Oh yeah I am good at making men confess their sins..... That he had a girlfriend, and she was pissed because she had heard my messages on his machine..And see the things I had mailed to him...Even though I had preplanned this, I acted like the innocent one...(which I am also good at) so I asked him what he was going to do about it...And he said "nothing, if she can't deal with it, then she can leave..." Well she didn't leave right away, she showed up at two more shows before she was finally gone...And you know I worked my prevampy charms on him at both of these shows that she was at.......She was no match for me....And gone she was after the second show.

But foolish young me, didn't realize once a two timing fuck head, always a two timing fuck head....We were together for about 2 years when I found out I was being cheated on...How many had there been in the two years we had been together, I will never know...But it did remind me of what comes around goes around, and I got mine like I had done to his ex....And he smashed my heart into pieces that made me feel like I was dead. And it was at this time that Vampyregirl rose from the ashes of the smashed heart, and my life as a vampyre began.....