Tuesday, August 17, 2004

I'm Not Gonna Take it....NO I'm Not Gonna Take It...Anymore!!!!!

I had an appointment today with a new account, and she was very very organized! She had a business plan put together, she was working with a business planning consultant, and just had her shit together. It made me so want to start my business now!! We went to her new place to view the size of her spa room to make sure it was the right size that she was supposed to have. And it was just a cool little space she was renting...it soo had potential, it was in an old building with a couple of different stair cases going up, wood flooring, her space looked out over the street, so she had a cool view and everything. It made me really want my own business. On the way home I am thinking, I should really start my business plan, and really start looking into getting my shit together and start this business.

So I get home, check the mail, and see that there is an envelope from my company.....So of course when I get in, I open it, and it is a copy of my review that I had the other week with my boss. I SWEAR she had changed stuff. As now where I was overall meeting standard, she has scratched that out, and put needs improvement....WHAT THE FUCK????? I don't believe she can do this, but of course she didn't have a copy for me when I signed it, and now the copy I have has a scribble where she did have meets standards, with a circle around needs improvement...Normally I would be really really pissed off...Especially as I have been having my anxiety lately...But instead I feel a little irritated. And more determined now to really start looking into getting my shit together.

Looking more into my review, she fails to make other corrections on it, so everything is checking out that I am meeting standards, but the last page is where it says overall performance....And that is where she has scribbled out the meets and x'd in needs. I am just kinda flabbergasted for lack of a better word. What meds did she forget to take before sending me my copy.....And did she really think I wouldn't notice this.....

I think meeting with this new account today was a sign....I really do....What am I waiting for....Am I waiting for someone to really send me over the edge before I do something.......Which is what usually needs to happen. So before I go over the edge per usual, I will start researching more into opening my own place..So I am off to write a business plan and see where that leads me too......

6 comments:

mangey cur said...

An eerie voice from beyond...listen here it comes....Vampyre chick....the school plan is a go...Gooo to school Vampyre chick...go to school (to be read in a ghostly fashion). I feel your pain man. Screw the shitstem. Create your own business dude. Down with the establishment. Good job I read your blog at a rare self loathing moment. I feel better now to share in the suffering.

Smiley said...

I've been through the same thing with an ex-boss. Except he fucked up and gave me a copy and then changed his for the HR Manager.
Who intern wanted to talk to me about improvement. When I showed him my copy he looked puzzled.
Well I guess it happened before and eventually he was terminated for various other BS. Karma comes around.

Special K said...

Stupid bosses. You should totally start your own business so you can be your own stupid boss! :-D

By the way, bonus points for using Twister Sister lyrics. Nongirlfriend and I quoted Wham! and Milli Vanilli, respectively. This actually TAKES AWAY points. Bad us, BAD!

Elizabeth said...

OK, that is just wrong? Are you going to call her out on it? You should find out if she did similar BS to your coworker too. I woulld so report that shit to HR!

Although, they probably wouldn't do shit (unless they've had complaints on her ass already) and just make you "watched". Fucking shit brains!

You should start the steps for your own business. You have been wanting that for a long time - why wait any longer?

Christopher said...

I think someone ought to do something to her...revenge is better'n Christmas sweetie...by the way, Satan looks like a tasty little number. How you doing darling? The bug that was up my ass has since taken leave for awhile and my mania has returned.

SJ said...

Did you say something to her? I would take it back and tell her that it is unacceptable because this is "NOT THE REVIEW I SIGNED." Take it to HER boss. Bullshit.